Still His Mama - Hardcoverby Terrell Hatzilias (Author) Still His Mama was inspired by the author's lived experience with stillbirth. In the fall of 2018, Dr. Terrell Hatzilias was nine months pregnant when her baby's heart suddenly stopped beating in utero. Her son, Kegan Christopher Hatzilias, was stillborn mere days before his due date. It was from his death and their family's struggle to re integrate into a world they no longer understood that this work was born. Still His